suffer

Suffering.
The pain wake’s me from my slumber
Am I having a heart attack?
Is this it?
Is this how I will die?
My Body is plagued.
With vile and sickness
Sick of being sick
The pain is UN bearable
As I lay back and suffer
Suffering is all I have
I do it everyday
From the time I wake up
Suffering is a part of life
I have been told
But is it normal to suffer
Every day.

suicide

I tried to eat pills but all I found was a near-empty bottle of Vitamin C.
About three hours ago, I swallowed 4 or 5 of them and tried to drift out of consciousness forever. I thought I was dead for a moment until I realized I was just dreaming. That sucked. I eventually woke up and all that has happened since then is frequent urination and a feeling of overall comfort and wellness. My body actually feels healthier after trying to kill myself. Damn, I must be the worst suicidist in the universe.

at makin miso soup .. Thx to the food bank for the load of outdated food.

trator to illustrate some of the story kinda like they did with charlie and the chocolate factory book I read when I was a kid. Well of to try my hands

so far I have 4000 word written it seems lie It be alot but if you. Little words like I have you can rack the word count up I thought of finding an illus

names and places changed to protect the guilty from the crimes we have or may have not commited. Im working on getting it published maybe in installment

Ok well let see if I set this upright so over the past weeks I have been writing a story of events that I have had in my life with fiction added to them

Just added so I can write from my phone yay me